You are not the mistakes you have made

Burning Bridges to Light the Way

I am who I am today because of the mistakes I made yesterday. ― The Prolific Penman When a child sticks a fork in an outlet and gets electrocuted, they learn never to do that again. But what if there is no electricity? What if there are no consequences? Or, what if the child likes the…

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The Dichotomy of Drinking in Cities

LUSH: one who becomes intoxicated after a few drinks and flirts with everyone. When I was 21-years-old and living in Connecticut, my boyfriend at the time called me an alcoholic due to my lush weekend warrior status. My best friend and I would shed our nine-to-five personas and catapult caution to the wind by venturing…

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The Devil’s Dealings

The Dealer and I have been on and off for the past three years making him my longest relationship to date. Not only is he a great lover but the drugs are an added bonus. He is the bad boy with the good connections. A shady fellow with a light-hearted nature and blinding smile. He’s…

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Delve into 2013

This past year has been the most epic one to date. Within 12 months I landed in a psychiatric hospital, jail, and 3,000 miles from my home. And it all started with the statement on my 27th birthday, “I’m not going to make it to 28.“ I honestly never expected to live this long. As…

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Another actor. Another actor but one with credentials. IMDB was ABC Family’s golden boy with blond hair, blue eyes, and a smile that would make even my lesbian mother swoon. He is a friend of a friend like most are in the little city of Los Angeles. Just a few hours ago I thought he…

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Veins

Directly influenced by Kris Searle‘s new song Veins He shifts next to me as I pretend to still be asleep. Maybe if I lie here buried in the cushion of our sheets he will playfully push his face into the crevasse of my neck like he use to. Maybe he will press his body into…

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Cock Roulette (Part Three)

Click here for part one or here for part two. The Lead Singer lives just off the strip in a one-bedroom apartment that overlooks the glowing lights of the city. You couldn’t ask for a more perfect bachelor pad. Girls could leave their cars parked at the bar, get fucked, and be back before the parking attendant…

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Cock Roulette (Part Two)

Click here for part one. This is a serious choice I have to make. On one hand I have the Musician; sexy, familiar, and knew how to please me. On the other is the Bassist of the band who is drop dead gorgeous, intriguing, and probably wants to make me cum more than the boys. Dick verses…

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Cock Roulette (Part One)

“Oh, it’s a ruthless night I see,” the doorman chuckles as I approach. There is always pleasure in being recognized before walking into one of my favorite Los Angeles bars. Any one could be famous, at least infamous, in this small city. The bar is practically empty. Not surprising considering the earliness of the evening.…

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I Don’t Want to Be Your Friend Either

Another one bites the dust. You might remember my post I Don’t Want to Be Your Friend – which was about how my closet girlfriend didn’t want to be my friend anymore. Well, history has repeated itself. Since the lost of TC I have found myself part of a cluster of girls that hangout every weekend. I once…

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Confessions to Past Lovers

I’ve always wanted to say a little something to the ones that left a little something on my sheets. I didn’t get an abortion. I was never pregnant. But I heard you cheated on me and I knew this would crush you. I cheated on you with two 15-year-old boys. I assumed I’d stop when…